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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY [16 Mar 2009|06:04pm]
RACHEL GOT A LIVEJOURNAL ACCOUNT! YAAAAAAY

.. I'm mostly posting this because we were just talking about it and she went to the bathroom for a second. So I'm being sneaky. Hahah.

WELCOME TO LJ
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[25 Dec 2008|12:02am]
Merry Christmas, everyone!
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whoo~ [25 Aug 2008|08:45pm]
[ mood | amused ]

No homework!
Class with Chloe!!
Class with Audrey!!..?? (Yay, I think??)
3/4 for having this one girl in ALL my classes! (Wonder what she's doing during my music class tomorrow.... It's the only one I've not been to yet!) .. Kinda freaky

Physics doesn't seem as scary as I once thought. But it is all online. But I do know a few of the people in the class, and recognize even more. And Chloe = funny. Very. Plus, when we were at Third Planet, she gave me half off of an awesome shirt, though it was only s'posed to be skirts that were 50% off. :P She be awsumz. Yus.

<3 I'm psyched. Tomorrow is going to be an awesome day, so long as my allergies decide to back off. Or at least, I'm hoping it's gonna be an awesome day.. It better be.. >_>

I need sleeps now. But I don't want sleeps now. I'll go back to watching Taxi.

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!! [24 Aug 2008|09:41pm]
[ mood | content ]

I found a song online that I'd almost forgotten about! I remember hearing it in the duplex, so before third grade (or about then), when I was getting into Meat Loaf. It has no connection to Meat Loaf whatsoever, except for the fact that it was a long song- just as Meat Loaf's usually were. All I could remember was liking it, and knowing it was about a man (and his traveling a trail).

For years I remembered the song off and on, but never knew the name, never remembered any lyrics- just remembered the enjoyment I always had listening to it.

So tonight, bored even still, I searched for it. And I found it! It's as beautiful as I remember. I plan to go buy the CD tomorrow, if it is available (or else I'll buy it online!). Yes. It is over 10 minutes long, about 10 minutes and 20 seconds, if the youtube video I found of it is correct. I recommend everyone go listen to it! It is beautiful. Simply beautiful. And all you who are interested in poems should love it even more. I am fond of a handful of Noyes' poems, and I'm in love with Loreena McKennitt's voice. So it is a perfect combination! Her interpretation is lovely.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2CFM4ev-g8
Artist: Loreena McKennitt
Song: The Highwayman
Original Poem: Alfred Noyes

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Reality is [12 Aug 2008|11:32am]
[ mood | Ok, Pretty Good, But tired ]

Sometimes it's the things that are hard to hear that make everything seem all the stronger. The doubt fades with the sting, as though the blow was meant to clarify and not hurt. It was. And although the pain fades, it's just a reminder that life isn't a fairy tale. We live in reality. Reality is.. nothing can be perfect.

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Ow.. ;-; [08 Aug 2008|07:11am]
[ mood | tired ]

My finger is sliced open and bleeding. Not a big slice, but lots bigger than a papercut. Owwie. It wasn't all my fault!!

Rachel stayed over last night. <3 We moved some things to the storage unit, since mom had been complaining, and then laid down. She fell asleep and I couldn't bring myself to wake her, so I just watched tv for a bit 'til she woke up, and I asked her if she just wanted to stay or leave. She went back to sleep, I slept for a bit.. <3 Lovely-ful-ness. Until we woke up at 3:52am and she asked what time it was, and said she had to go home. Sigh. I went to turn my light on, then when I turned it back off after she'd gotten all her stuff, I let my hand drop and it hit the broken part of the plastic movie shelf I'd forgotten was there.. and it cut-ted it! T_T

Ah well. I'm tired. I have to be to the school place at 8am. It's actually on my side of town, though, so I don't have to rush today. If this post makes no sense, it's probably due to the tiredness. Yup.

Oh, but Batman was good. I saw it last night. I don't go all spaztastic like most everyone else, but it was good.

Off to go to zee store for bandaids, then work. Yay? .. Not really!

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I may have said it before; but now I'll say it again [17 Mar 2008|11:33pm]
[ mood | okay ]

I hate coming home alone. Being alone in bed at night. My mind gets to wandering all the time and that always leads to depressing thoughts.

Sigh. And the moving out thing may be put off an extra month or two, as well, because.. We -both- need to have enough funds to do this. I may feel as though I'm ready to handle it now, but she isn't quite. Lovely financial things. Ah well. It just makes me a bit :[ .. more than I am for being home alone.

But onto happy thoughts! Rachel, Gemma, and I got to go play in the rain today! It was lots of fun. Then we went to a movie with Kiba (Cloverfield; it's finally at the Palace!). So yaaaayy. After that the four of us went to Kyle's house and waited for him to get home and it ended up being us four, Kyle, Marisa, and another Kyle that I just met today. Started to watch some movie.. Michael C--something. I don't remember- didn't catch my attention. But then Rachel was tired and she has to be up early in the morning soooo we left. Yup. It was a fun day though! Buwahahah!!

I have homework to be done over this break; it's gonna suuuccckkk. But that's ok. I'm hoping to see Rachel again tomorrow afternoon. I like being out with her and friends.. But I do miss the contact when it's just us two. Le sigh. Getting used to that though- and it's getting better. Well, better isn't the right word, I guess.. She doesn't always seem to be so distant when we're with friends. She has held my hand a few times, will lean against me some, etc. But she's still not into the whole pda thing. Ah well. It doesn't really matter- I'm just rambling as I'm suddenly getting horribly tired.

Yes. Tired. I think I'll call it bed now. It's still hard to sleep alone after being spoiled by sleeping next to someone, though. Sigh sigh sigh. I should really stop whining, huh?

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Possible Friend Cut [25 Nov 2007|08:46pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

How many people here actually still read this LJ, and want to remain on my friends list?

Out of honesty, I hardly talk to anyone online anymore. Especially of those here on this friends list. So if you want to stay, comment- and even if we don't talk that often, you'll be kept.

I don't know when the friends cut will be made, but I'm going to start figuring out who's gonna go, even still.

Edit: I changed the date from the future (2008) to current time. This will be put on public though, because no one is commenting, so I'm going to start cutting until you comment here to be re-added.

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Dear LiveJournal: [30 May 2007|02:11am]
To LiveJournal & Employees,

In recognition of recent acts seen throughout the LiveJournal community, many members (from both paid and free accounts) have questioned the action performed by your service. These actions at hand are the suspensions and permanent deletion of communities and accounts. While it is clearly understood that LiveJournal bears the right to terminate ones’ use (and without possible notice), there is still one prominent question at hand: Why is it now that LiveJournal has decided these communities and accounts have violated any part of the ToS and/or local, state, or international law?

It is in obvious acknowledgement that the communities and accounts terminated include sexual predispositions with the potential of offense to certain LiveJournal members. Herein lays the confusion spread throughout the entirety of LiveJournal users affected by recent activity: although it is understood that the sexuality and propensity may offend some readers, the content of its own belongs to the authors and does not force in any way those offended to remain upon the community or account of offense, where action by LiveJournal is both unneeded and not required. LiveJournal has not suspended communities and accounts previously for the simple reason that said communities and accounts contain sexual content, so why start now? As well, should it not be taken into consideration the reason for such content to be displayed? Take for example a romance scene forming in a role-play community about a published and well known fiction story- why should any sexual interpretations be forbidden, when it is over a fictional publication?

If these communities and accounts had violated any part of the ToS or local, state, or international law, then why have said accounts been allowed to exist this long? Due to the sudden act by LiveJournal, the service in itself seems biased in terms of its own contract. It is acknowledged that the contract states we, being the users of the LiveJournal Service, agree to not use the service to “Upload, post or otherwise transmit any Content that is unlawful, harmful, threatening, abusive, harassing, tortious, defamatory, vulgar, [and] obscene” (XVI Member Conduct). However, when looking upon communities and accounts- of role-play and fandom content- these issues are not seen. There is no more vulgar, unlawful, obscene, or defamatory marks in these communities and accounts as there is seen in a passed off rant from another member. To target these accounts and yet not look at each individual account at hand (as it is easily assured most accounts and communities will have some issue with one of the aforementioned terms) seems to dispute the fairness of service the LiveJournal team provides.

While it is admirable that the LiveJournal Service has stepped up in trying to help “clean” its content, the steps taken by LiveJournal have proven ill in consequence. We recognize that there are more than likely an unfortunate number pedophilic members on this site and this is simply a step to try and resolve the issues such members could bring, but there is also the need for the LiveJournal Service to upkeep its contract in terms of allowing members to upload context of its choosing no matter sexual depiction so long as it is lawful. This includes letting members in both communities and accounts keep their positions in fantasy made stories (such as role-plays) and fan based ideology, even if a requirement for such uploads to be put on private or friends only must become law.

It is with great hope that there can and will be a resolve on the issue at hand, and that no offense has been taken by any part of the LiveJournal Service.

Sincerely,
Concerned Members of the LiveJournal Service
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Rest In Peace - A Hero To Our Nation [19 Feb 2007|01:11pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I found out last night that Chad Eugene Marsh, graduate of Northwest High school, died in Iraq at the young age of 20. He wasn't in my class but I recall seeing him around school walking the halls, laughing with a group of friends.

Private First Class Chad Eugene Marsh was killed on Saturday with a fellow comrade by a grenade that went off in a Northern Baghdad neighborhood. Although I personally could not call him anything more than an acquaintance- a face I'd seen day after day walking the halls of Northwest- I know more than anything that he is indeed a friend that will be missed. May his soul come to find peace, and his family and friends a calm in the knowing that while he was lost all too soon, he is in a place away from the war, the terror, the pain.



A Hero to our nation,
Chad Eugene Marsh, rest in peace, and may you guide us from above. You were lost all too soon from this world, too soon for any of us here to understand. But with your guidance, patience, and your kindness, understanding and acceptance will be learned.

To the Marsh family and friends,
I pray for your grievance and acceptance. It is never an easy task to overcome when someone close to you dies; it is even harder when they are so young, and had just begun their life. I pray for you all, and wish you all the best in overcoming this tragic time.

Death is not a tragedy; no, death in itself is merely another phase of which we all must transition ourselves to accepting. Yet even in this knowledge, the loss of physical sensation to the one who has passed on is never so easy to accept.

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Starting New [14 Mar 2006|09:48pm]


Search for the Light

Searching for the answer
In the dark of the night
As dreams interlace the nightmares
With bittersweet memories.

An ache alerts the mind
So lulled in time of need,
As tears weave through the deserts
Of past and unforseen dreams.

Searching for the answer,
For a light too far to shine,
Digits of some cold metalic vision
Creep restlessly around a numbed heart.

A heart so full of confusion
That trespassers are known as friends,
To cause chaotic harmony
In the dark of the night.

Searching for the answers
An ache alerts the mind,
As tears weave through the deserts
For a light too far to shine.
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